And then you hear exactly what you didn’t want to hear. Your heart stops for a second and then it starts working again, pumping not only blood but sorrow. The air that you inhale suddenly becomes cold, and causes a bitter sensation in your throat. By this point you would have a lump in your throat if it wasn’t for the fact that you’ve cried many times before, and you are used to it. Sometimes life just plays its own game. Sometimes life sucks ass. It is when you realize it that life becomes dull. Everything becomes an eternal “meh”, everything you feel, see and hear doesn’t provide you with that adrenaline rush. I didn’t want to hear those words, I had hope you know.. and it is sad that now I have to use the past tense..